There was the boy
Who was my
First crush
Who never noticed me.
There was the boy
Who was my
First boyfriend
Back when the
Opposite gender
Still had cooties.
There was the boy
Who was my
First kiss
Which was short,
Sweet and innocent.
There was the boy
Who was my
First love
Though we were
More set on
Destroying one another.
There was the boy
Who was my
First introduction
To casual encounters
Which still feel dirty.
There was the boy
Who I liked
Because of the life
He loved and I thought
I wanted that too.
There were the boys
Who only lasted
An alcohol soaked night
That were never
Really considered again
Because they had girlfriends
Who weren't me.
There was the boy
Who was full of possibilities
Which will haunt me the most
Because of all the
Could-have-been's
We-should-have's
I-wish's
He-wish's
And all that was left undone.
©The Last Letter