There was the boy

Who was my

First crush

Who never noticed me.

There was the boy

Who was my

First boyfriend

Back when the

Opposite gender

Still had cooties.

There was the boy

Who was my

First kiss

Which was short,

Sweet and innocent.

There was the boy

Who was my

First love

Though we were

More set on

Destroying one another.

There was the boy

Who was my

First introduction

To casual encounters

Which still feel dirty.

There was the boy

Who I liked

Because of the life

He loved and I thought

I wanted that too.

There were the boys

Who only lasted

An alcohol soaked night

That were never

Really considered again

Because they had girlfriends

Who weren't me.

There was the boy

Who was full of possibilities

Which will haunt me the most

Because of all the

Could-have-been's

We-should-have's

I-wish's

He-wish's

And all that was left undone.

┬ęThe Last Letter