Clutter

Every day and every night

My heart in my chest gets too tight

All of these pillows, that litter my bed

Remind me of what I never had

When I think about how we'll never be

How I'll never have what you need from me

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My mind goes blank, my heart goes numb

I think to myself, Why are you so dumb?

A small voice tells me I'm better off alone

Than to deal with pain worse than a broken bone

But still I crave what I never had

I crave that feeling where I'm not sad

Once upon a lonely time

There was a girl who could, on a dime

Switch out her feelings, indifference a base

But you couldn't tell by seeing her face

When she thinks of how she'll never be his

That their friendship will be no more than this

{CHORUS}

Her mind goes blank and her heart goes numb

And she thinks to herself, Why are you so dumb?

A small voice tells her she's better off alone

Than to deal with pain worse than a broken bone

But she still craves what she's never had

She craves that feeling where she's not feeling sad

She's never wanted anything in her life

Except to be the woman he calls his wife

So when he walks in with her

It's a knife in her chest

And I block out the rest

{CHORUS}

My mind goes blank, my heart goes numb

I think to myself, Why are you so dumb?

A small voice told me I'm better off alone

Than to deal with pain worse than a broken bone

But I still crave what I never had

I crave that feeling where I feel anything, but sad.