These moments seem to never have an end,

The pain, the hate and the over-bearing dread.

My mind is at a loss,

But my heart beats on

But not to my sound,

But to yours.

I've given up on trying to ignore you

Because everywhere I turn

You are there.

Leave me be and we can carry on.

What gain do you have on making me ache?

Call me whatever names you may,

Try to make yourself better than I,

And spread all the lies you wish.

I've given up on trying to ignore you

Because this time, I throw the punches.

Call me an undignified person if you want,

But I am who I am

Not who you are.

If I were to kill myself,

How would you feel?

Happy, disappointed or nothing at all?

Words can hurt

And lies can leave a scar

A dagger may kill you,

And a gun is but a threat.

Intimidation is low,

Classy is high

Grow the hell up

And now I say goodbye.