It's too hard.

I wanna use.

I wanna be used.

I wanna lie.

I wanna die.

I can't stop crying.

I can't stop faking.

I can't stop singing.

Ups and downs

Winding roads

Too small victories

All I want is glass

Not grass

Just shards of glass

I want it down my lungs.

I want it up my bum.

I want it up my blood.

I wanna be soiled.

I wanna be raped.

I wanna be smashed.

Just leave me there.

Just hang me dead.

Just pop back in.

I'll leave you there.

I'll hit the streets.

I might be back.

If I'm ever ready to do it.

If I don't cease to be.

If I don't fade away.