Why should you care?

I'm nothing.

I will never be anything special.

It's no wonder,

You're all out of my league.

I'm in over my head.

Thoughts, emotions, decisions,

All become one.

Swarming

Like wasps sucking me dry.

I'm scared.

Terrified of losing you.

But I'll die before I let you

In my heart again.

You never end well.

We never will.

This can't be our demise.

Fridnships fade, relatives die,

There will never be words to describe

How hard I'm trying

To hold on;

To all that surrounds me,

All that makes up my heart,

Their slipping away

In my dreams.