Giving To Take

All my life

Been using excuses

Not sure of the meaning

Words spinning

Said I would be sent away

To those places

Known only bringing dread

A place with white walls

Said I'd be dragged to a metal hospital

But maybe I belong there

I'm no longer safe

Always feeling broken

Frozen in fear at night

From the scared little girl inside

All my life

Just letting you take

That's not your fault

I'm in the wrong

I always accepted

I just give to take

I' just not sure what.