No Meaning

It truly hurts inside

I can't understand

But have a deep wanting to be free

Held softly

With no walls

Somehow it's not okay

Again I've failed

So sad with this new disappointment

Don't look at me

I can't bear it

Yet I can't give up

Not just yet

Said I'd fight

So doing the best I can

But maybe I need that help

Even if I'm taken away

Maybe it's for the best

Cause right now

My life has no meaning.