TOO MUCH

So much turmoil, too much contentions,

Amongst our family is only descension,

Families are suppose to stick together,

To help, to support no matter the problem so they may weather,

Brother, sisters, what once was close,

Family gone, no longer there–only foes,

Anger boiling, resentment clear,

Distrust abundant, hatred near,

Problems come and problems go,

Where we stand, I now know,

No need to talk, no need to see,

From my sight, just go, just flee

No longer a family, no longer friend

Our relationship has come to an end,

Sick of your mockery, tired of your abuse,

We shall separate for you I have no use,

Go on with your life and me with mine,

I've lost everything else, the sun's lost its shine,

When I fall, just kick me down,

When I am low, keep me on the ground,

When I am hurt, inflict more pain,

So more dominance you may attain,

I can't take anymore, I am done now,

Because it doesn't matter when, why or how,

I am only dirt for you to walk on,

I wonder who'd be next if I were gone,

There's no more hope, no meaning to life,

No peace to find, no rainbows left but only strife,

So I say "Go on and go be free"

No place left for me in this family,

So I say "Go on, go be free"

Death would be a welcome release,

At least then I may find peace,

Apparently it's not in my stars,

So pierce my heart with fine glass shards,

Good luck to you, I wish you well,

I pray that you don't rot in HELL!