Do you hate me?/ I'm not surprised

If you do/ it would be wise

To figure out/ why I

Did what I did/ and realize

That maybe it was for the best,

Even though it brought out the worst

In both of us. But I think that it was worth it.

Maybe if we put this to rest,

You will figure out the best

In both of us, even though I'm stuck in this pit

Of self hatred.

Do you loathe me?/ I think you should.

If I were you/ I surely would.

I don't want this/ but I should

I have a whole life to live, but not without you.

Maybe this was for the best,

Even though it brought out the worst

In both of us. I think that it was worth it.

Maybe if we put this to rest,

You will figure out the best

In both of us, even though I'm stuck in this pit

Of self hatred.

I would be fine

If you left me here to die.

I said I wouldn't try,

And I have to keep this lie.

You can be fine

If you leave me here to die.

I don't have to try,

I'm not even alive (anymore)

Maybe this was for the best,

Even though it brought out the worst

In both of us. I think that it was worth it.

Maybe if we put this to rest,

You will figure out the best

In both of us, even though I'm stuck in this pit

Of all this anger,

Of all this rage,

Of all this sorrow,

Of all this pain,

And most of all,

This self hatred.