i said goodbye and i hope
to dear god that i mean it.
(do you know what it means
to have major depressive disorder?
it can be just like bipolar.
so when i said goodbye a few weeks ago,
that might mean talk to you later.)

i believed you when you said
'i love you'
and i believed me when i said
'i love you, too'
and i guess that's what
fucked up our relationship.

you were a bitter pill to swallow.

A/N: by the way, i'm ready to get better.