dear imissyoudearly,

you said you loved me and
you said you wanted me-
"i just gotta break up with kasper"-
and you said- oh god you said…

so when you were quote
in a relationship unquote
i guess those 'i love yous'
were untrue. and that was
what led up to suicide attempt-
what was it? five? six?
it doesn't matter.
it could've been number twenty-one
but it wouldn't matter
because i still haven't gotten it
through my thick skull.

well, it's time to go, and
it's time to say goodbye.
(who knew goodbyes were so easy?)