Verse 1

After all these years of battle,

I'm still feeling a little rattled,

I'm still paranoid when every road bends,

I'm still terrified about how this ends.

Chorus

I'm a survivor, for now.

It's a never ending war.

You keep on attacking me,

But I don't get it, what for?

Verse 2

What could you have possibly gained?

From inflicting this burning pain?

I'm still a little blank on your motive.

Please tell me what to do to make you leave.

Chorus

I'm a survivor, for now.

It's a never ending war.

You keep on attacking me,

But I don't get it, what for?

Bridge

I don't get you,

I don't get what to do

To make it all finally just stop.

Each time you come,

I feel a little numb,

I let the mask of being fine drop,

And I realize how I'm just

A shadow of my old self now.

Too tired to go on, but I must.

Chorus

I'm a survivor, for now.

It's a never ending war.

You keep on attacking me,

But I don't get it, what for?