I never thought a broken thought could be so helpful.

A red flame from a cigarette case that

Helps to bring you down.

I never thought scattered thought would be so hopeful.

A piece of glass'll help me pass the

Memories of thinking that, I'm

No good in this world,

I''m just a burden.

A bottle just to toss around

The hell-hole-of-a-home

You've brought down apon yourself.

And I'll be

Thinking of the ways to make it faster,

A pace to set myself.

A knife to heal myself.

Vitamins to poison myself

A drink to cure the poison

A conversation to end my life.

I never thought a broken thought could be so helpful.

I never wanted this to be… my ending thoughts.

But now… I'm standing in the pouring thunder.

And I'm typing on my arm,

In broken skin and whispers in the dark.

A lonely little heart.

I'm no good in this world,

I''m just a burden.

A bottle just to toss around

The hell-hole-of-a-home

You've brought down apon yourself.

And I'll be

Thinking of another way to make it faster,

A pace to set myself.

A razor to heal myself.

An apple to poison myself

Some pills to cure the poison

And motivation to end my life.

I'm no good in this world.

I'm just a sinner,

A broken soldier of child

Worn into like the soul of a shoe.

Just show me how live,

Not how to save my skin.

But to accept who I am.

Who I am.

And I'll be

Thinking of the ways to make it faster,

A pace to set myself.

A shard to heal myself.

A kiss to poison myself

Some shots to cure the poison

And friends to end this pain.

I'm in love with pain.

And I'll be

Thinking of the ways to make it slower,

A pace to set myself.

A hug to heal myself.

And no more poisoning myself

Some love to cure the poison

That was once in these veins.

I'll share all of this pain

With scars and not these flames.