always painted as the violent one,
the one misunderstood, all forgotten
the ones closest to me are eating me alive
the agony they caused, hollowed me from inside
as the world spins before my eyes
i try to recall the predicament last night
cruel words were spewed
thoughts awfully confused
emotions all over the place...
a gulible little child
stabbed by none other than his mom
whom with he were to solace...?
puffy bloodshot eyes
head bursting with pain
all eyes on me
betraying their disdain
in times like these
when the air screams "TRAGEDY"
peace exists only
in cherished fantasies
not all words were said
not every witness shot dead
yet it came to be one heck of a brawl..
the morals were immured
the goodness subverted
the flagstaff of Evil stood smug and tall...