"I JUST LET"
In the morning I look for the sun because at times it feels like it's still night.
When I'm walking life's tight ope, I get a lil off balance but I still try to get right.
I struggle and I strive but I still try to move that mountain.
So much pressure I take it feels as if my back breaks and I'm sweating a fountain.
I can't stop because then I'll fall behind.
No way can I let that happen, then things won't be fine.
It's a never ending road, forever twisting and turning.
My body is ice cold, but the harshness of this life is forever burning.
Every time I stand or think I am.
I open my eyes to realize I am still lying on my back, such an infuriating mishap.
What it takes to get upright, I'll truly never know.
A place of beauty and peace I know I'll truly never go.
Yet I still make myself imagine it all.
Looking over everyone from a castle that will tomorrow soon fall.
I keep my eyes open and I just let my mind roam.
Lonely I am always, I just let my mind go.