(written in 2006, Sexual Abuse Poem)
I can't remember everything.
Thank God, my mind won't let me.
But the smell of urine brings back
a feeling of fear.
When I was 6, I hated you so much.
I didn't want you in our house!
Those bad things happened for two years.
An innocent little girl's body
you would touch.
You said you would kill my parents
If I told.
So I just lived in fear and pain.
played your sadistic little game.
Memories blocked for years.
Then it all came rushing back.
And I was the one who caused the pain.