she was never given a choice. everything was either thrusted into her hands or robbed away.
sometimes, she just want to withdraw into her own miserable feelings and give in.
No, I was wrong, she thought
every living human has choices.
but hers just only a lot simpler.
it was either between death or surviving.
it was either between seeing her loved ones killed or lived.
and frankly, it was no choice to her because what she would always choose was as clear as the daylight no matter on what cost.
and everybody knew that, her basic insting was no secret.
some of those everybody is using that fact to their advantages.