Hey remember me?

I'm the one you like to keep awake at night

The one who comes to bed for a break

from this hell I'm living only to find a place far worse

All you do is keep me under

You remind me of my past

You bring back people I've lost in the worst of ways

You make me feel helpless



like I've lost control

So bittersweet

And here I am thinking you're supposed to make me want to rise above

I wish that I had a reason to pursue you

Some motivation

A drive

But no

I'm just as bittersweet as you