I came home and you were gone

I smashed a plate

I smashed my face

As the dope crept down my veins

I fought no more, saw seven hells

Like any other Monday

I reached in vain, I defied life

I typed the code

Went down the hatch

Gardens of words

Lands of wonders

I scoured the earth

I've lived and learnt

The answers fled

The reasons stank

I looked to the horizon

But never reached through

In the land of the hopeless

The outcast is king

I went to bed and you were cold

I touched myself

I cut my arms

As the pain rushed through my mind

I wished for death, I begged for void

A plea to the Powers that Be

I saw my soul, I loathed my half

Into the Deeper Well

I sank and drowned

Gardens of words

Lands of wonders

I scoured the earth

I've lived and learnt

The answers fled

The reasons stank

I looked to the horizon

But never reached through

In the land of the hopeless

The outcast is king

I went to work and you were dead

I screamed in pain

I sliced my wrists

As the blood flowed in the bath

I saw faces, lived memories

Like a vision of the now

I saw the good, I lived the worst

Embraced evil

And down I fell

Gardens of words

Lands of wonders

I scoured the earth

I've lived and learnt

The answers fled

The reasons stank

I looked to the horizon

But never reached through

In the land of the hopeless

The outcast is king

Down the rabbit hole

There is nothing but dark

Pitch black

Like the corners of my heart

Gardens of words

Lands of wonders

I scoured the earth

I've lived and learnt

The answers fled

The reasons stank

I looked to the horizon

But never reached through

In the land of the hopeless