Nothing can brighten the dark in me,

I haven't seen the light in weeks.

Why should I delay?

We all knew it was going to happen someday.


And I'm sorry if this hurts one of you.

We all know that secretly that isn't true.

You can pretend to cry, just lie, when I die.

And smile inside.


Go on live your perfect life without me,

I'm dead already.

I can't back out. I won't give in.

To your pleas. Give up. I won't listen.


Just pretend that this wasn't your fault.

Blame each other, when it was you all

Ask how I could do it when you all know why.

Feign your sadness, hide your delight.


But don't call me selfish for taking a life.

That you never wanted when it was alive.

Grow up, wipe your eyes. You fool no one.

You pulled the trigger on the gun.


I'm a zombie who is disguised,

As a human who is alive.

Why should I choose to wait?

This bullet, it's my saving grace.


And I'm sorry, but I have to do this for me.

This is the only way I will be free.

Fake feelings you show, although, when I go.

You'll just glow


Go on live your perfect life without me,

I'm dead already.

I can't back out. I won't give in.

To your pleas. Give up. I won't listen.


Just pretend that this wasn't your fault.

Blame each other, when it was you all

Ask how I could do it when you all know why.

Feign your sadness, hide your delight.


But don't call me selfish for taking a life.

That you never wanted when it was alive.

Grow up, wipe your eyes. You fool no one.

You pulled the trigger on the gun.


Do you hate yourself?

Do you blame yourself?

It's my blood on your hands.

You are the guilty man.


You killed the light in my eyes.

Caused the tears in my eyes.

Now I did it to you.

But it's not real, not true.


I've failed your test.

I've been dead since we met

I won't give in. I can't back out.

I won't listen even if you shout


Let's pretend you're not to blame

Let's make this a blame game

When we all know who the culprit is

I see those tears of happiness


You didn't care when I was alive

It was you who took my life

Grow up, wipe your eyes. You fool no one.

You pulled the trigger on the gun.