Crawled up under my sheets

Sweaty, high and fretting

I wonder

Will I make it until tonight

Or will I get to the point

Yet another time

Will I survive or will I die

Let me fall down

Let me crawl back up

Let me crack up

Let me sink so low

Sink so deep

I will bend so much that I break

Sat on, pissed on, shat on

Make me hurt so much that I scream

And burn in the ashes

Of a past so close

Of a fate so bleak

Of a life so blank

Until I have no choice but to stand

And face those creeping demons

Beating me to a bloody pulp

Whispering in my ear

Asking for answers

Ever eluding me

Only to pass out

Wake up the next day

And start all over gain

From this distant nightmare

I was to never wake up

Broken down on the pavement

Wounded, low and screaming

I question

Will I live another minute

Or will my thread finally snap

Releasing me from me

Will I suffer or will I cease

Let me fall down

Let me crawl back up

Let me crack up

Let me sink so low

Sink so deep

I will bend so much that I break

Sat on, pissed on, shat on

Make me hurt so much that I scream

And burn in the ashes

Of a past so close

Of a fate so bleak

Of a life so blank

Until I have no choice but to stand

And face those creeping demons

Beating me to a bloody pulp

Whispering in my ear

Asking for answers

Ever eluding me

Only to pass out

Wake up the next day

And start all over gain

From this distant nightmare

I was to never wake up

Passed out in those chains

Desperate, gone and silent

I howl

Will somebody shoot me at last

Or will I live on forever

Immortally dead

Will I be stoned or walled alive

Let me fall down

Let me crawl back up

Let me crack up

Let me sink so low

Sink so deep

I will bend so much that I break

Sat on, pissed on, shat on

Make me hurt so much that I scream

And burn in the ashes

Of a past so close

Of a fate so bleak

Of a life so blank

Until I have no choice but to stand

And face those creeping demons

Beating me to a bloody pulp

Whispering in my ear

Asking for answers

Ever eluding me

Only to pass out

Wake up the next day

And start all over gain

From this distant nightmare

I was to never wake up

Tell the inmate

I am the warden

Ask the undead

Where did the wanderer go

He is here

I leave now

For I am none

From this distant nightmare

I will never wake up

Roaming the land

Scouring the seas

I search in vain

Come back full circle

And wait

Never wake up

And sink

Never wake up

And drown

Come back full circle

And jump