I can't go on like this anymore.
I can't find a reason to live for.
Each time my sweet darkness rears its head,
I shove it down deeper inside my heart,
Till it seeps into my veins of red,
And shoots my broken soul with poisoned darts.
I can't go on pretending I'm fine.
I can't live in a life that's not mine.
Each time my reflection in the glass,
Morphs into my true form, I catch a glimpse,
Of who I was when there was an us,
I feel the venom searing my limbs.
I can't go on with this deep regret,
I had become everything I hate.
And now I'm a messed up version
Of every person I've ever been.
All I see is a distortion
Of every image I've ever seen.
And I can't go on when I've lost my faith.
And I can't run anymore from my death.