I don't know how to live,

but I'm trying my damnedest

not to let you go and turn around

just to see me not there

I'm don't know what to say,

so I'll keep my mouth shut

against the world, against the words

pushing against my heart.

I can feel it in my veins that I'm bleeding.

I can feel it in my veins that I'm bleeding.

I can feel it in my veins that I'm bleeding.

My aorta sent an order to my brain.

I'm not sure where to move the pieces

of my heart

around the chessboard that

is made of life.

I see all the pawns that you're wasting.

You're wasted,

and you don't give a damn

about the mess that you've made.

I can feel it in my veins that I'm bleeding.

I can feel it in my veins that I'm bleeding.

I can feel it in my veins that I'm bleeding.

My aorta sent an order to my brain.

Around, around it goes again.

Around, around it goes again.

I'm done giving you my oxygen,

though I don't have lungs,

though you're the only one

I have in this body to help me out.

I'm living in a flood of thoughts

I can't even have.

I'm done giving you my oxygen,

though I don't have lungs.

I need to be the one

to keep me on my own damn feet.

I can't listen to you anymore.

I will be my own commander.

I will make the choice I have.

Though I might die in battle,

at least you'll know that it

was my choice in the end.

I can feel it in my veins that I'm bleeding.

I can feel it in my veins that I'm bleeding.

I can feel it in my veins that I'm bleeding.

My aorta sent an order to my brain.

I can feel it in my veins that I'm bleeding. (around it goes again.)

I can feel it in my veins that I'm bleeding. (around it goes again.)

I can feel it in my veins that I'm bleeding. (around it goes again.)

My aorta sent an order to my brain.

My aorta sent an order to my brain.

My aorta sent an order to my brain.

My aorta sent an order to my brain.