I want to be mourned,
And adorned with jewels.
Grieved, and gowned in gold,
A ray of sun in the black sea.
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I'm lit aflame, and blazing,
Blushing, because you're gazing
Upon my naked soul.
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I cherish it, and I savor it,
Knowing you forgave me long ago.
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Why do I harbor this hope?
Its buried deep, yet blooms,
A sadistic rose with the most vile perfume.
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Defying my own heart,
It chokes me from within,
Reminiscent exile and sin.
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So veil my ghost in roses and gold,
Know I loved you and let me go.
Sail me down, down deep,
Let me sink,
Shimmering and wispy,
A ray of sun in the black sea.