I could line it all up, arrange it in neat little rows containing columns of data and values with correlations, like bits of string between them
I could make it so simple, so clean. I would think so clearly that it cuts, not unlike bits of glass or fine shards of ice. Causes and effects, calculations, inevitability, so many details; it sends the brain reeling, until it tries to rip itself apart for relief.
Is it better to bury it under a layer of "white noise?
It leaves a strong sense of intuition, of just knowing, without knowing how you know! This is in it's own way, maddening.
Who can say which would have been the wiser course? I only know that I chose one and have, so far, survived.