Sitting late at night listening to sad music is not a good thing for me, especially when I'm already confused enough as it is. I can't figure out what to do about this fucking situation. Are we just going in circles now? Do we love each other or are we just comfortable with each other? And even if we are just comfortable with each other, is that necessarily wrong? I don't think so. There's nothing wrong with being comfortable with someone. Besides, I'm afraid that if I break up with you, I'll never be with anyone ever again. You're the only one who puts up with my bullshit, even when I hurt your feelings. I don't mean to hurt you. I hope you know that.