stomach acid butterflies crawl up my throat-

not even vodka can change the way you taste-

I wish you weren't the dream I love the most

as asphalt and cement punch me in the face

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I am falling asteroids

you are shooting stars

you are everything I'll never be

and everything I wish I would become

.

I am pouring rain

you are the cloudless sky

I'm crying, "Why?" in a city I don't know

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I'm loosing time

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I don't want to wake up