Neither light nor darkness,

Do I belong to

Peaceful agony

Burning like a thousand suns

Freezing worse than an icy wind

I am melting yet I am still freezing

Harder than stone

Yet softer than a cloud

Filled with fear and courage

I am free, but I cannot move

Heavier than steel yet

Lighter than a feather

Sorrowful joy

Brighter than the sun but

Shadowed in darkness

Who, what, where

Am I?

When Am I?