STATE OF MY LIFE
Been sitting here wondering what's up with my life
Everything seems to be going alright
Me chilling with my homies, up in my crib
Having a party, everything's of the bib
Castle in the cooler, dagga in the making
Girls at my side, looking all low down nice!
Music just right for this cozy night
Nothings better than when it's looking tight!
The clock strikes time for the guyz to fly,
Leaving me alone, just me and my life
Me high in the making, head in the sky
No worry in the world, just for the night
The morning will be, when reality strikes
Reminding me of the state of my life
No hope in the world, no dream in sight
Only the loneliness and hollow feeling inside
The morning begins with the old lady at my side
Screaming and shouting telling me to rise
Go look for a job, do something with yourself
Except boozing, chilling and messing up your life
I Pretend not to hear, same as before
Maybe the woman will go out the door
Old man gets all angry, spitting and flaring
Say I am a good for nothing here, laying in his lair
Get out of bed, ready in seconds
No place to go, no goal that beckons
Born with a destiny, yet soaked in depression
Calculated the cost and say it's too much
Pastor at church keeps preaching away
Letting us know that today is the day
For the chosen of God to stand up and be counted
Pity I don't feel like one of those, I doubt it.
Why would this God who everyone speaks of
Think about me, a no body and a squeezer
I'm sure he has better things to do!
Than worry about this crazy fool
I've lived my whole life just swinging and moving
No care in the world, just music to groove in\
Yet there's something missing
A place that needs filling
Way down deep in this heart of mine
Something seems to be not fine
Why do I feel like nobody cares?
What happens to me and all the trials I bear?
Life has no meaning,
It's full of grieving
Just when you think that everything's great
You wake up and realize that the through was fake
The Pastor at church just preaches and teachers
I've heard what he's said but choose not to believe it
He say; you like sheep have gone astray
Walking in your own different way
But there is a God who is mighty ad strong
Ready to do the unbelievable
Just trust in His Word and call on His name
He will be right there to lessen the pain
Today as I stand broken and hurt
I've decided to take the chance to obey His Word
I don't want to go back
To the ways of the earth
It's been dirty and nasty since before my birth
Now is the time
To stand up and decide
Where you want to spend the rest of your life
If you decide to better your life
Come up and stand here right by my side
Together we'll make the decision of our life
To live by His Word and bury the lies
Now is the time, this is the place
Don't wait for tomorrow, that may be a waste
Call on his name, heed to His voice
Let's make this the day to rejoice!
Don't worry about tomorrow for it may never come.
Consider today and where you've come from.
Jesus wants to be the God who lives in your heart.
To lead you and guide you and never depart!
So arise and awaken from your slumber and sleep
Put down the load and rise to your feet.
This is the time, to die to yourself
and gave God the chance to change the state of your life