Try as you might but you can not ignite the fire that was extinguished by the waves of neglect in my heart

The cold and bitterness now occupying my soul, taking it hostage and threatening me with death if I didn't comply with "Its" every command

I obey it for the longest time but as soon as "It" grew bored with me it slayed me and my spirit any way

I see dark spots in my vision as I feel my life's essence dripping slowly out of my body

I am not afraid

I knew this was coming

I knew "it" would never let me go

Because deep inside I knew "It"

is ME