It feels like everything has already happened.
I chose not to say anything because I didn't want to face the reality of being ignored.
I just don't wanna be laughed at again...
You know people always think it's funny when someones in pieces.

When teeth chatter.

when glass shatter.

When blood splatter.

It's always mind over matter... It never matters.

Sadness so shunned that tears going dry may as well be a compliment.
Now I can't afford to be afraid anymore because my time is running out.
My vision has a crack and I'm scared of going blind.
So terrified of the future because I made it through the past only to see that I'm still the butt of a joke and it's all because...

No matter how well you word it; People will always think it's funny when someones in pieces.