Its cynide seeping through my veins,
With each needle, the more it pains,
Teardrops every night became a routine,
Your words were so pretty, actions so mean,
Death was nothing compared to losing you,
Not even meth could cure my heart so blue,
Everyday my chest grows tighter,
I can't keep doing this, I'm not a fighter,
Drinking until my senses become numb,
To fall in love this much, I'm so dumb,
Loving anyone who could take away the pain,
Being too weak, I got no one to blame,
I could forget the beautiful smile you'd make,
But never this trembling heartache...