Aching eyelids

A thumping leg

Smiles on lips

A heart that is dead


Hyper thoughts

A tired mind

that's looking for answers

impossible to find.


I just want to fade-

I don't want to be here

cause I'm living in a haze

of love and fear.


I fear that she'll run

if I tell her I love her.

I know that I'm done

if I try and live without her.


Maybe death is the best.

Maybe death is the answer,

but agony's the best

as long as I'm with her.