The day my father killed himself

.

I knew something was wrong,

but I didn't know what it could

be.

.

I felt it in my bones that someone

was going to leave me all over

again.

.

My heart ached for no apparent

reason, other than the fact that

my anxiety had spiked higher than

ever before.

.

I knew something was wrong,

but I didn't have the guts to see

if I was right.