Are you waiting for the day

when I'll come home,

the girl you used to know,

the boy left all alone,

the kid on the phone

you hung up on

years ago.

.

Are you waiting for the day

when the permanent mask is gone.

When the lights are no longer on.

When you find me on the lawn

coloured like christmas lights

of red and green, red and green,

(red and green, red and green)

.

I think I'm done

living the life you want.

I'm gone,

over the edge left to haunt

the person left of

who I used to be,

the person left

who's not me.

.

Are you day waiting for the day

when I'll fuck up,

worse then the last time,

with the results of last time.

Tell the kid with the time machine

that my time is up.

I'm not going back

to who I was, but never was.

.

Are you waiting for the day

when I'll come home.

I'm not the kid that you know.

I'd say that I'm grown up

but that thought terrifies me.

Please lie to me,

say that I'm free

Tell me I won't end up

six feet under by

the age of 23.

.

I think I'm done

living the life you want.

I'm gone,

over the edge left to haunt

the person left of

who I used to be,

the person left

who's not me.

.

I think I'm done

living the life I don't want.

I'm gone,

over the edge left to haunt

the person left of

who I never was,

I never was me.

.

I'm not a book with pages left behind.

I'm not the scars on my wrist,

I'm not the lies I used to twist.

I'm not all the friends I never hand.

I'm not the sad little kid,

but I'm pretty damn close to it.

.

Please lie to me,

say that I'm free

Tell me I won't end up

six feet under by

the age of 23.

Please lie to me,

Tell me I won't end up

six feet under

before I turn 18.

.

I think I'm done

living the life you want.

I'm gone,

over the edge left to haunt

the person left of

who I used to be,

the person left

who's not me.

.

I think I'm done

living the life I don't want.

I'm gone,

over the edge left to haunt

the person left of

who I never was,

I never was me.

.

I think I'm done

living the life you want.

I'm gone,

over the edge left to haunt

the person left of

who I used to be,

the person left

who's not me.

.

I think I'm done

living the life I don't want.

I'm gone,

over the edge left to haunt

the person left of

who I never was,

I never was me.

I never was me.

I never got the chance to be me.