Where are you?

Where are you?
I've tried calling you. Several times.
Over and over and over.
Even when I know in my gut the next time won't be any different.

Where are you?
My friends have left you messages too.
No replies to be found.
Big surprise there.
It's like you won't allow me to find you.

Where are you?
Please, I need to hold you.
It might sound foolish, senseless,
you've only been in my life a few months,
but already you've become...
so important.
The most important.
I can't do this without you.

Where are you?
I'm behind on my schoolwork now.
I can't even make my classes in time.
That's how much your silence affects me.

Where are you?
Are you hiding somewhere, laughing at me?
Do you find my desperation humorous?
Do you enjoy the obvious power you hold over me?

Where are you?
You're making me angry, desperate.
I need you and you're not here.
Please. I'm giving up on you.

You know what?
I don't care where you are anymore.
I bought a new phone.
So fuck you, wherever you are.

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