I don't know how people do this,
don't know how to let go of the past,
I never learned how to move on,
and I don't know if I can ever learn.
If the day ever comes and
I finally can break down,
am I going to be completely healed?
I may be physically strong,
but mentally, I am hardly capable enough
to keep myself stitched
shut, so when I begin to cry,
my closed eyes swallow
tears as an offering to
my burning heart, trying
to give it enough water do it
can become frozen over again.