I don't know how people do this,

don't know how to let go of the past,

I never learned how to move on,

and I don't know if I can ever learn.

If the day ever comes and

I finally can break down,

am I going to be completely healed?

No.

I may be physically strong,

but mentally, I am hardly capable enough

to keep myself stitched

shut, so when I begin to cry,

my closed eyes swallow

tears as an offering to

my burning heart, trying

to give it enough water do it

can become frozen over again.