His love makes me strong..It makes me weep...I wonder weather i deserve all this... Why did the odds choose me to have this love?

Sooo deep has this love engraved my soul.. that if i ever have to fall out of it...i shall be dead... Now its certain...

I can't live without him... Its like our cells in our body are working to provide energy for the other... the way he MAKES me feel!...His laugh is etched in my brain...I CAN'T FORGET the way his Smile made me live Again... I hold on to him... For he breathed life into me..when I almost gave up- When i sung the song of death... He showed me my destiny...

He was my true calling... I hope I don't hold on to this love soo hard that it breaks and I can't have it anymore...My hands are failing me... I feel my words betraying me.. for I write no sense... sentences all messed up... words all weird... But I still write... because I still hope...because I still love..

Desperately,

Me

Chapter 1:

*tears rolling down her cheeks*She holds her hand to cover her screams...Her heart was burning.. She could hold it no longer.. so she cried. Oh.. Don't get her wrong, she is the most brave girl you can come across but her heart breaks every night..as she silently weeps with her head between her things...She is dreamer...She is a believer...

She has no reason to cry...yet she throbs on... She seeks love...She spends her days searching for it... She needs a man.. And she won't settle for anything less..Her heart is as desperate as her soul...

She cries as she has no one to share her love with.. she cries because she fears Death...she worries because life won't be fair enough to hold on to her until she finds love.. She fears the worst..

She sits by the window everynight trying to count the stars...Her tears are best compared to the stars for they are infinite...

She smiles looking at the moon everynight for she knows how much the moon longs for the sun and how much she wants to caress him.. but all the moon can do is send her kiss through the clouds for she and the sun cannot co exist..

She finds herself envying the moon more than pitying her..as the moon atleast has someone to call her own..unlike her very own...

So again she looks at the sky.. and weeps amd weeps until she can go on no more...and then when the sun kisses her eyes..she wakes up.. to Another day... with smile plastered over her face.. Hope filled in her heart... As she embraces her search for love yet another day...

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