Thinking back to when I never had to make up awful lies

I am not sure what to believe or who is there for me

Because this doppelgänger in your place, I have come to hate

Who would have thought my imagination is rather unhealthy

I want to find the you who loved me no matter what

I want to find the you who loved me no matter what

If I could convince myself that I drew illusions again

Then maybe that you I see will disappear as well

Your voice and your smile should not be bent that way

Why haven't you called out my name, something that won't change?

Those other friends of yours do not know the real you

Yet they turn to laugh at me because I think I still do

I want to find the you who loved me no matter what

I want to find the you who loved me no matter what

If you would at least tell me how I hurt you if I did

Then maybe I could learn to hate myself a little less

I want to find the you who was a kinder person

The gap growing between us falls between my fingers

I want to find the you who remembers those days I liked

Do you remember?

Do you remember me?

Thinking back to when I never had to make up awful lies

I am not sure what to believe or who is there for me

Because this doppelgänger in your place, I hate more than ever

I once thought hard about how to make myself feel loved

I want to find the you who loved me no matter what

I want to find the you who loved me no matter what

If this bitterness I caught would ease up a bit

Then maybe my loneliness will finally start to heal