Can't sleep, can't think... Just the sounds of the AC with a cool breeze.
No one to talk to, just my thoughts to pass the time.
Dreams about you are a lot more frequent but i can never remember them.
I don't know if they should be confronted or if i should just let them be.
I've moved on from it do i really want that back.
Now or never guess theres no better chance.
Who do i talk to, how do i deal with it.
Sleep isn't working it just bring me to tears.
For no apparent reason i don't know what else to do.
I need some guidance someone please help me through.
Its like i'm screaming for help but no one seems to hear or understand when you say nothing you need all the help you can get.
Most people understand they've been through it before.
They get that it is no more.
There won't be going back to what once was.
The thought of happiness when only there was war.
Mindless zombies taken over by fake love.
It seems like spending an eternity was even a possibility.
It was inevitable it seems for it to happen.
All i tried to do to stay away from what once was.