The Cold Months of Winter

11/14/14

I have never been as lonely

as I have been within your arms,

and our home is far from homely

while our love brings only harm.

But you say it doesn't matter

as long as I have you,

so I drown my tears in laughter

as I place my faith in you.

It's a mistake I will regret I know,

but I can't let go.

01/01/15

I have never seen you happy

within this life that we have built,

and I know you're right to hate me,

as your heart grows cold and still.

Yet you say "it doesn't matter

as long as I have you,"

and you drown your tears in laughter

as your causeless faith renews.

It's a mistake you will regret you know,

but you can't let go.

02/14/2015

My world has gone to ruin

and your soul has left this earth.

There is no joy left in laughing

and my life's been made a curse.

We should have seen it mattered

that I had no faith in you.

We should have seen it mattered

you had no faith to renew.

Fools we were to somehow never know

we should have let go.