I know you're hurting,
but you can't keep acting like this.
You're pushing away one friend
by trying to sleep with her.
She came to me concerned
that you wanted something
that she didn't want a little too much.
Now I'm the bad guy for telling you
that you made her uncomfortable.
You're pushing away another
over a girl you knew liked him.
Just because she didn't want you either
you've said to that he's lost your trust.
Not, you've lost his,
because you went after her
knowing what you know.
You've pushed away one friend
that you've known for years
because of something petty and minor,
just because he can't handle
you in your darkest moments
because he's too light for that world
and your anger flairs up at the
smallest inconvenience or wrong-doing.
You're pushing away a couple
by dumping your problems on them,
by going to them when you want to die,
waking them in the middle of the night
during a suicide attempt
to have them stop you.
They're tired of it, to be honest.
You're pushing away me.
By loving girls you know will reject you.
By going after someone as innocent
as the girl I had to defend from you.
By going after the girl who likes your friend
when they could be happy together.
You've lost your old friend too
because you're making up problems.
You've lost two more, a couple,
because you're ruining their happiness.
You're losing me because you don't see
that you're not the only one that's drowning.
I'm drowning in the same pain you are
but you refuse to see that I'm treading
through the waves beside you,
because I find people that will try
to help me float above the pain
even just for a little while.
Meanwhile you find people
who will push you further down
under the suffering and agony…
and I'm too tired of reaching for you
and being pulled underneath myself.
So here I am, letting you go,
and I will mourn you when you drown
but I will not drown myself
and those who help me float
when you refuse to fight the pull
into the depth of this depression.