I cry not because

I'm sad you're gone.

It's not like you were my friend.

It's the fact that I cared.

I'm not sure why,

All you ever did was make fun of me

How I ate.

How I talked.

What I liked.

You broke me down

Tore me apart

Then, you died.


I'm not sad, you're gone.

But I do feel regret,

Not for you,

But your family, they never hurt me.

I'm not the person you were.

I don't hurt people

Now that it's been a few years.

I still have unanswered questions.

Why was I the one you tortured?

What did I do to you?

Did I do something to make you hate me?

Was I just a freak to you?

But, I guess I will never get to know.

You will always be the jerk in my memories.

I doubt you would have cared.


Because I need to move on,

I forgive you,

For all the pain,

All the hurt you put me through

All the torture and bullying

I forgive you because,

It's the right thing to do.

Because, I need to get rid of this pain.

I've allowed your words to have on me.

So I say goodbye.

I wish you well,

Where ever you are.

Doesn't matter the reasons,

I would never want,

Another person to die.