Alone, nowhere to go, no one to trust. I could only rely on myself, no one else. It wasn't that hard for me, after all I was alone most of my life. Trust was and still is a concept I have trouble understanding. Why trust someone when they will just use that against you? Why make yourself vulnerable. I guess I'll never know because I'm certainly not about to try. When you're in my position something as fragile as trust doesn't belong. It's a weakness, a weakness that will be exploited against you. A weakness that will not only be used to exploit you but, also the one you trusted. It's a double edged sword that not even the most renowned swordsman could master.