Crash Fire

So many thoughts run through my head.

I don't know what to do.

I don't know what to say.

Please, can someone save me?

I can't take this anymore.

These lips sing such a tragic tune.

How many ears hear these tragic notes?

This song is a poem.

No, this poem is a song.

Please, someone tell me which is which.

I just need to know.

The rain makes such a clatter all around me.

Why can't I just run straight into the distance?

I want you and me to run together.

Let's just hold hands and never let go.

I feel like such a trapped little bird.

I want to never look back.

I only want to move forward.

Why do I always crash?

Pieces of my heart scatter all over the ground.

I just can't take this anymore.

I want to break myself out of this world.

I want to enter another.

Why can't we just leave this all behind?

Why must we suffer so much?

Why is it that we always burn?

We are stars.

We should shine brightly.

We should never grow dim.

Our hearts should remain on fire.

Everything around me turns into grey.

Why can't my eyes see the colors anymore?

I want to see the colors.

Please, help me see the colors.

This heart no longer beats.

At least, not like it did at the start.

The debris is all around me.

I can't find you.

Where are you?

Where did you go?

Please, don't run away from me.

I feel this empty shell start to disappear.

What is this strange emotion?

Is this all a nightmare?

Is this all for real?

I don't know anymore.

I can't take another step.

I don't know where to walk.

Should I care?

Why should I care?

Am I blind?

I can't see you there.

The flames are just too bright.

They surround me.

They threaten to burn me alive.

I have been playing with fire for far too long.

I'm drowning in the fires of confusion.

This heart of mine is tired.

I want to just let go.

I want to close my eyes.

I want silence.

Where am I?

Where am I right now?