Useless Reality

Every time I turn on my cell,

I can't help but to smile.

My eyes land on your photo.

I find myself going blank to the world around me.

I dive straight into your arms.

I don't ever want to return to my own reality.

It doesn't matter how useless this is.

I'll remain deep within this world.

It's much better than where I've been.

All of my senses are strengthened.

Even though this isn't real,

None of that really matters.

I'll gladly burn out my own reality.

I want to stay here with you.

At least when I'm with you,

I can smile and I can laugh.

Without you, I don't know what I'd do.

I would go insane.

In a world so lonely,

You cheer me up.

These days go by in a blur.

The skies have always been an ugly gray.

The nights have always been such a bore.

I don't care if this is a useless thing.

It's my sickness.

Please, I just want to be in your arms.

I know you're not real.

This doesn't change a single thing.

I don't see where I need permission,

In order to escape this reality,

A reality that goes from real into virtual,

I don't know what makes me so strange.

The pain goes away as soon as I see you.

I don't care if my words are just typed in.

I mean them with all of my heart.

I think I've fallen for you.

Just please whisper into my ears,

Sweet words of love,

I yearn to hear them over and over.

I never grow tired of you.

Please, I want you to remain here.

I'm just a real woman in love with a virtual man.

What could be more perfect?