Through the power of my mind I'm trying to save my heart and soul
through my imagination I'm fighting, trying, vying, for that which does not exist
trying to paint escape on my existence
I'm losing I know, I'm losing I know
I'm letting go, learning to let go
of all these grains of hopes in my hands, in the palm of my soul
the answer I know, the answer I'm beginning to realize
that no matter how much I sparkle my own eyes, I cannot turn fiction into reality
oh god what calamity this spells for me!