I told myself I want to be more positive

I feel like I use to be positive

Yeah, I had a pretty good outlook on life

So, when did that change

Was it school that changed me

No, it can't be, the reality is I actually enjoy learning

Even if sometimes I feel like my brain may overflow

Then is it my fear of the future

That still doesn't sound right

My hope for the future is the only thing I feel like I can count on

What changed me

What thought haunted me to this point

Was it the stress or is it possible

That is was the whispers of those who pretend to care

Look at me

Even when I'm trying to be positive

I manage to go back down into my life of dispair