I needed you

That much is true

I was failing

I am falling.

I don't know how

To get back up now

I wanted to say 'help me'

But my pride wouldn't let me

So I sink further in,

I could not win.

I lose to all my flaws

I hide behind closed doors

I live with deception

Without any hesitation

'For them', lies I weave

Myself I deceive.

It is painful

Reluctant to be truthful,

I'd rather this pain I bear,

Than shame I bare

'Help me, help me!'

Why me?