So much darkness…
It's all so boring, and nothing to look at besides the endless paint of black splattered at every angle that my eyes wander to. I keep falling and falling, losing sense of all my being. I don't even remember how I ended up here, and piece by piece my memory is starting to crumble.
"Who am I?" I whispered into the bleak abyss.
I'm not even sure how much time passed. Time may have no meaning here, I'm not even sure I exist in any form. Nothing is everything here, and vice versa.
Only tiny small fragments of my memory exist…
Like the time I almost got hit by a truck for not looking…
Or the time I sat alone in my room with water cascading down my face…
Even the time I was called a cookie monster….
But I can't remember why to any of those or whom it pertains to in those moments. My mind is just an empty canvas with a splotch of color here and there. It's being washed away the deeper I fall here…
Those words keep repeating in me…
My body keeps feeling heavier the more I fall, the more I'm lost forever…
Heart slowly beats with the pulse of the darkness taking over all of me.
Chill spreads through my body like a pool being filled with water.
Breathe starts to go heavily, with my eye lids inching closer to my cheeks.
My memory washes away more, not even remembering the things I just said. I'm turning into nothing, becoming one with this blackness…
Suddenly I see a speck of white below me…something beaming with warmth. My eye lids start to move away from my cheek, and make my eyes wider. I feel lighter, and the warmth is hugging at my fingertips. I fall closer to the speck, embracing the warmth making me feel lighter and more aware. My memory starts to place itself back together, and everything I forgot seconds ago, comes back to me one after another. New things come back to my mind, and the puzzle of me is getting closer to completion…
I remember now, this is the light that is found in the deepest darkness. It's the warmth of hope that is putting me back together.
"I know who I am now." I said with more volume and life in my voice as the light becomes bigger and bigger.
The light engulfs me.